As the sunshine fell on my bed today,
Wide awake on my bed to stay,
Found self amidst a different world
To begin with, an altered heart I saw in me.
Feels like the greens are now gone gray
The blues have faded is tune,
The one who I thought she was,
Was i my mind, a history.
To the Light i said “you are my guide”,
But seems like, it has just got dimmer
Has the world expanded further, I wonder,
Does anyone no more really care ?
So intense, the loneliness which I fight,
So hard, to tell my heart “move on”
Yet Look around for a final hope,
None i found, and to the heavens I cried “why o why”
“mind has power”, they said,
‘Ignorance is bliss’ I concurred then.
But this now I do recognize,
As it took me to the pages of History.
There i saw a man named Job,
Unsure of the job he did then,
But looses everything of his, everything he loved,
Yet to heaven he bowed, and in worship he was still.
My heart arouse with a stronger beat
Seemed like a resurrected soul in me
And now to the heavens I cried
“How Great is My God Indeed !!”
He is History, The He in me,
When my light leaves, He shines,
When I fall, i recall the truth
Still on His shoulder is my place I sit
When all is lost and all is gone,
When she left, and he said “bye”,
When alone in the darkest time,
I can still sing to my soul.
“it is well with my soul”…
-Ashrit Mathew George